WHILE-WIND-LAND
by
“Sedge”
a response to a whole thought that stayed from April 2018 till June 2024
“There’s always afterwards when it’s too late.”
I am there. Without capital or obvious desperation, I am audible, visible as a ship’s hand. All I do is squander my spirits. Sequencing particles without exposing my virtues. Marvelling at birds’ punctiliousness, & at generalities of nature, more properly accounted for in natural histories. I have looked within a workmen’s tent. I wish you could have seen me.
Future objects cannot but exist, even though they are bottlenecked & hardly get past twentieth century reportage.
How to stop humming is very difficult. Ask the air. Display greater fondness.
Recursive instalments of knowing nothing in a way that can be connected or said again. All dialogue sounds the same, situationally & processually. If you watch a lot of films. Silence dialogue of all leaps.
Transformation is a public announcement without precedent. With everything I've got to give. Fallacy of how to love out loud. To do myself doing. Hauling facts. 9 & alone I sought evidence of its being myself in action. First, by seeking the stillness myself not doing. Not valueless, but not totting added value.
I worked my way through ignorance set aside for me, always differently arranged as if rooms set out for me to sit down in. Working class music for dancing might as well have been hymns. Commons existed. I’d seen it done & thought I might try it some day.
Seeing is inimically attached to & productive of objects viewed & thoughts thought; with the effect that actions are not separable from imaginings. I’m careful always to see the whole thing as it is.
None of this stuff needs to happen. Things can’t come unless the present condition is imagined. What is the shaded portion?
Seizing corrected trajectory, between dyke’s grooves, singing out loud to every car & crow. At the beat of the 10,000th iteration I know this is my subject. The condition to which we come, every day, being special. Appending a full night’s reading, cycling out the last things of lessons, half a day across While-Wind Land.
Products of previous plausible futures sufficiently fulfilled.
These things are the things removed & driven off by the While-Wind.
Bent out of shape by tellers hoarding present moments, defining prismatic genies & illusion & complexity models as primary signifiers of freedom. No representation. No landscape. No fiction. How do I do it.
Were a fly the herald of love. Pursuing oeuvre swimming among statutes of myth & commons. I never presented strands of others, for others to know them as their own, to hold them.
I’m more likely to be exactly where I am, sitting on a moving or static bicycle or a picnic rug or a tuffet of stalks, evaporating still at the edges of While-Wind Land.
An exigent poetic sentence excreted into an archival land-book, an idea posing as & nonetheless remaining a brief report, animated. Where a wind has not settled yet, where a stream dried & ran again. Fear is long. Dispatch riders never remembered. Perils will have our viscera for breakfast. Perils we cannot imagination as food are worse for us.
Having thoroughly researched everything, I resort again to accompanying myself musically. Universalising fields in While-Wind Land. It is special words.
In While-Wind I saw only god reading an unread book. Speculation is inventing god’s intent. Taxonomy is tragedy. When you’ve said all there is to say do not stop. Half your chatter at the end of knowing.
Thanks for getting all those people together & lying in your very deep grave. Deeper than I’d have thought with rosa Damascene petals in a sandpile on your coffin lid, still wise on the tree as I’m inhaling them. What comes to life isn’t song sounds, or the medium, but sometimes, yes, but the skeins we assembled & unseen fear is airy as.
Equalising pressures balancing vectors. I’m in love with pressure. I swim in them & know their lapping around my knees & swishing in my ears
Delighting unevenly spaced harmonic intervals. Descriptor of music.
Living with evaporating music. Music rather than musical space or musical space for music, where music could be. If it sounds like the shape & feel of it, then it’s done. Abandon the breeze. Two different real things.
The magnitude of what you would have recognised, at the moment of recognition & understanding, if you hadn’t been dreaming of a way to make it into words & if you hadn’t veered to avoid acting on death & resurrection of the idea at your own hands. You made a hand of your mouth.
I have desire to witness ghosts & speak with god overwritten — & now, While-Wind, I see I’ve done little else. A glistograph shows external shaping, but not for all whose image is reproduced. If you do not know who you are, you will not come out right in a picture.
I am alone, untutored, unprompted in a TV broadcasting region
Crafting ignorance into the medium for grand gestures of opposite understanding, to witness implosion of impossibility. Cultura preta of all possible discontinuities. I cannot value. I rest uneasy. Having to make up my own story. Ideas hover, switching, swything-swords clipping language.
A man writes two words on the back of his hand. Not projected into buildings. Learning loneliness. Stenting spaces. I remember everything lonely separately. I remember all shapes & sounds. I make up. I taste of myself. Sight & sound combined, I lead you to suggest. You never heard this voice before. Force in nature, the physical movement to intent, to action, spoke of as force of nature. I’m more you than you are me. I’ve got your eyes.
What are they, serials always completed? It’s not far to travel from not working for nothing to not working at all. Culture is the same thing, is respite. Mimicry sees the day. In While-Wind-Land, I make up titles for future works, to the sound of my already working on the other page. Hard to think on certainties of all the pasts so far, at all, now. Respond & see.
The work, the vehicle’s light. Tell us, how to drive. As it were done.
Rivulets filled footsteps & the hollows irrigated that land. Thrown off on to the edges.
Came out of a mere, the Knight of While-Wind-Land. Certain of new tradition. New are the dreams. Before light fell on plausible parts. Previous world be as it may. Before truncated thought.
Exclude yourself on a horse.
Bee coming. Bee, going. All measured by bees in While-Wind-Land.
Write the outline of a glyph & write a whole world out of it
On the same spot, set down by While-Wind at the edge of the old causeway, not looking out upon the fen, just looking at where it once lay.
While-Wind-Land makes you abandon syncretism & scientific romances before they catch — no stages in While-Wind-Land.
I can hear not imaginary songs, but true melodies for the song.
Everyday encounters with terror of the event itself & recognising it.
No performance uncharted. The toys’ reach.
Recording accurately how a wood pigeon works around a crow.
Tickets to see the sunset.
The warning against solid fantasias.
The merry material.
The two realities.
The kinds of loneliness.
Doing nothing, alone, I can do it for three days.
I have 72 hours.
I started on no subject & no idea except the look in my mind. The look of a book, faded dirt in the grossgrain, kindly tingling. Adding to the description is my only work. Recovering collected data in matched behaviours & signs is the great work, the greatest entertainment. The great witness.
I had to travel & from there progress from a different starting point I shouldn’t want to start from. I jaunted as a jaunting horse were. Mediating high speed simultaneity, stilt habituses sunken filled with history.
I made all of the past from disparate discontinuities. Whose work standing on the same spot, understanding & making explicable.
In a way that doesn't work & doesn't seem like it's happening.
Night sky so bright under place-holding tarp of heavy dark. What, the air between the el-train pillars of Cambronne. In the same spot by the While-Wind, it was here.
Flying your spirit out. My pockets have nothing to hold them. I’m integral ecstasy itself of bridling forming a crust on the holon.
Seek value choice seagulls hungry for domestication, if they want it. All beasts who’ve hung around waiting for acceptance.
It gets done so that you notice it happening. Lone-full separate where you are simultaneously more akin to all things. Someone stands next to you a lot.
Leaves pierce you kerb-side. Abandon time.